yup finally its over.. ha.. well done.. im so proud of my dear charlotte.. =)

*saying hello to my k850i AGAIN!*

hahahas.. damn sad la... lol.. but im still laughing away my stupidness.. went to meet my mum at town.. finally bought my giantic pooh bear of 70cm tall.. hahahahas.. sitting side by side wif my pooh bear is really funny coz the thing is same height as me when sitting down.. lol! spend over few hundreds today.. oh gosh.. my bank is empty.. anyone wanna donate some money in? tell me and i can giv u my account number. =D hahahahas..

went sch wif hh today, then had some revision in class, then slacked at wong tt lesson, then out to lunch! hahaha yay my darling shufen drive today, so we think of where to eat and we decided to go sp eat.. while lotte can ask mei nu out for lunch tgt at sp..

well, i miss u.. still got one more month to go.. japan to shanghai then back to spore le.. yay!~ finally the counting down going to over le.. i can get to see u and giv u a big big hug.. =D u've asked me in the morning, "will u still be my gf when im back?" hahas silly boy.. =))

the answer is: "of coz i still am =)"

Wednesday, July 30, 2008

The club or u can say it a pub in bintan.. =) my mum was drunk.. and its a "jin dian" scene.. hahaha..

my sister and her super best frens..





my sister and me...

busy busy busy... projects, assignments, lab reports... omg when can i ever complete it.. im super lazy.. yr 3 is how i spend my time, with laziness.. damn.. hahaa..

yup jus received dear's msg at friendster.. well, im like super happy but sad coz i cant even tell him things or talk to him or even a hello to him on phone.. this is wat i get when i had to face his mother.. thank q you arh! grr!!!!!!!

; i need a hug,
love,care & concern.

Monday, July 28, 2008

went town wif wen, bee and eileen today to support her bf's singing competition. well, i saw tis super giant pooh bear 70cm! haha love it too much le..

haix.. i dunno y.. i got tis super strong feeling when his mum called me.. i really feel like giving up le.. she cut away ur auto roam.. its equal to ur line get cut off and we've got no communication.. its alr very suffering for me to leave u so far apart from me and now without even a source of communication except internet when u cant really use the computer.. ='( im really very tired.. very very tired le.. dear, u see tis ma? i had to face so many project stuffs, tons of lab reports and assignments due soon and final exams coming le.. and now i still hav to handle ur mum, to hear her telling me u called home so rarely but yet ur hp bill is so high.. wtf! and now worse still, u haven reach japan and we cant communicate at all le.. haix.. sigh i really lazy and tired to face all these le.. i tried hard and all means to source for solutions to all these but its all not in use.. i really misses u lots.. really wish u r here beside me, everyday get to see u.. my hands are missing ur hands, i miss the way u hold me when im feeling very down, when i need a shoulder to lie on... september can faster come ma so that i can get to see u?! i've got lots of things to tell u..!

想念是会呼吸的痛
它活在我身上所有角落

; i need a hug,
love,care & concern.

Friday, July 25, 2008

yay~! finally today dear call me.. yup oso msg me that 4 more days for the totally 22days in the middle of the sea of hawaii.. man, i really miss u lots okay!.. hahahahas.. well, im really looking forward to september.. dear send me photos of himself and put a msg of saying, "send u photos of myself in case u forget my face..." lol.. funny huh he.. but, omg i really cant imagine... and he's become fatter!!! i straight away called him when i saw his mms and sms.. HAHAHAs.. really lor and i totally cant believe its him.. yea soon he going jogging wif me le.. =) he gained 10kg.. wth.. lol.. but dun worry i love u still coz i oso getting fatter too... hahahahas.. *muacks*

-hugs u till flat on 6th sept-

; i need a hug,
love,care & concern.

Tuesday, July 22, 2008

gd the morning everyone~ =))
well, woken up from my slp sooo early in the morning today when i dun need to go sch
all thanks to someone huh..
hahaha.. cant be blame coz he didnt noe i dun need go sch, thought today i 10 start so... oso kinda gd coz i can wake up to do my 500 words reflection for the damn wisp.. thanks ar hh...

grr.. piles of hmewks,
assignments,
projects,
tests,
exams coming up..
today shall camp at hme to finish up, but im totally lazy to even touch it.
thinking of wat my modules r tested, i somehow feel like i noe nuts on the modules especially mndt and m&c.. duh.. its the last 3 weeks of the sem le and i still seems to be living in the world of jus the start of sem..

left wif less than 7wks and my dear is coming back le.. yea~! thinking of it makes me happy, but less than 6weeks we gonna hav the start of attachment.. girls, we muz meet up more often ok? as we planned we muz at least meet up once a week and chat on phone.. dear in the middle of the sea for more than 10days w/o communication le.. he called me last sat and tell me he one day vomit three times!! duh, tats very serious man.. making me worry for him everyday.. hopefully everything goes well for him.. =)) ENDURE!

; i need a hug,
love,care & concern.

Saturday, July 19, 2008

HAPPY 21st BDAY IVOR =)

later will be celebrating his bday at ecp.. meeting ruby and gwen they all first ba..

well.. hated it when u actually dun wanna think abt it le but still talk to u..


how i wish i could.....

; i need a hug,
love,care & concern.

Thursday, July 17, 2008

thomson,
852,
sch library,
suntec,
amk,
yck,
ssdc,
yishun,
khatib,
home sweet home

=) sweet memories r meant to be kept.. a caring person like u will never forget..

anyway, y mus things turn out to be that way, i really dun feel like even opening my mouth or taking a glance at u all.. like everyone owes u like tat.. lending things from ppl but not even a thanks when returning.. showing the bloody hell f* face and throwing temper ard is wat u know how to do.. making ppl so sick and tired of even talking or answering u.. great..

hmms.. enuff of those "cant be bothered ppl"..

well, im missing u like crazy, 3 months is long and many things happened within these three months.. i've many tons of things to tell u, complain to u, talking to u, saying gd night and gd morning to u everyday.. hugs and kisses r also on hibernate.. thinking now is july, left with august month and *tada september u will be back, makes me happy and brighten up my day each morning.. =D love u! i seriously noe how to love a person when i get to know how bad is other people out in this world.. ok lets say we put ur mum aside? maybe things would be different.. ya.. maybe that will do? everything will back to the same when u r back alright.. so pls faster faster come back can..

; i need a hug,
love,care & concern.

Tuesday, July 15, 2008

watched red cliff jus now.. the movie was ok la.. abt three kingdom, lasted abt 2hr plus.. jus came back =)) *

; i need a hug,
love,care & concern.

Monday, July 14, 2008

surprisely i happened to see my sec sch frenzz at yishun polyclinic.. firstly marcos then after which saw bee sim.. was chatting wif marcos since when we last saw.. woah it was like 2 years ago ba.. time really flies.. haix.. hahas anyway, ytd came back from bintan le and damn i hurt my right toe.. imagine i tried to learn some swimming and then BANG hit my right toe and the nail came off and bleed like hell.. =(( damn pain can.. argh.. make me more phobia in swimming le.. hahas.. saturday morning is the happiest start off day b4 i left to bintan.. =D

ya.. and didnt go to sch today coz no lab and i pon the whole day as well.. lol.. tml another motivation to go to sch again.. well, photos upload next time as i going to take nap alr.. nights everyone..~

-jus like honey misses bee-
awaiting for sept

; i need a hug,
love,care & concern.

Friday, July 11, 2008

yea! bintan tml early morning.. mus miss me ok~ =D

7.15am mus reach tanah merah ferry.. sunday night then come back.. and i've not yet packed my bag.. duh.. hahas.. jus now reached hme and nua till now.. went to buy sun tanning lotion and acc my fren to hunt for clothes too.. my muscles damn ache u noe.. like 3 yrs didnt take napfa.. and wtf damn 2.4! all 5 stations sui sui de.. then 2.4 killer.. nice one arh.. but blah watever la~ over le.. it aint important anymore.. the relucant stairs to sch and overhead bridge of ngee ann is killing me.. hahas..

jus like honey misses bee~ dear i miss u =) if only if u faster come back, i can complain my napfa to u, got lots of things to talk to u and tell u.. sept faster come k

; i need a hug,
love,care & concern.

Wednesday, July 09, 2008

napfa tml.. had a talk wif my son jus now.. pour out all my unhappiness to him.. hmm well.. yea think carefully lo.. and i will..

pissed off wif those who is so strong in winning and do all means to score for HERSELF! dun u know group project aint this type of way de ok! grr.. no wonder u got no frenz at all! idoitic.. so cunning and so BITCH! thank-you-you for ur peer assessment for us.. and shut ur mouth up, if not necessary, DO not ever speak and u hav no right to comment on how we present for our presentation and blame everything on us and took all the credit k.. coz u did the project and presentation sucks too.. go bang the wall ok.. f*

3 weeks without any source of communication again.. we two really having a hard time yea.. very looking forward to ur arrival but how long would it be? =( blessed him when he's out in the middle of the sea ok.. =)) kinda worry he will suffer terrible sea sick.. im still waiting for u, my dear.. muacks..

school had been a motivation, especially during the third yr of poly and last sem, really make me feel like pon-ing and take own sweet time to sch.. never been early .. hahahas.. but looking at the time passing so fast, soon attachment alr and im gonna miss sch life, miss the times going to sch and taking 852.. hope time could jus stop at the moment i wan it to be.. can i? =( and i believe in fate.. shall brain wash me ok..

if only fate could let me get to know the right person in life

; i need a hug,
love,care & concern.

Sunday, July 06, 2008

jus came hme from work.
tired.
ytd worked till 1am!
guess every saturday will be like that.
yea!~ jus got pay.
its hard earned money ok.
sweat.
hours of standing.
kinda worth it de.
=))

tml lab again! (not again~ grr)
thinking next whole week i very busy, makes me more tired arh.
anyway, feel excited to see my dear reply in email le.
although we r like so far apart,
but i know he misses me and i misses him too~!
i wonder if other couples oso got soooo long never communicate each other.
without any sources of communication or network can be real bad.
i mus be very very patient.
luckily i am =)

; i need a hug,
love,care & concern.

Saturday, July 05, 2008

='( i dunno wats happening between both of us.. maybe im really tired... tired of all the concern, advises, tired of jus nagging and reminding him.. argh! our future so far apart, but i wanna it to happen.. but how?! wif so many obstacles and disagreements i had and he is taking his future too lightly... totally hav no idea wat to do next.. i guess he hadn't been thinking abt it ba.. im feeling so upseh and angry and some hatred too.. i cant face this kind of background i will be undergoing wif him... im not that strong after all.. =(( someone pls enlighten me ba..

today had fun.. went out. i finally drove my daddy's car but so disappointed, very lan my driving skills.. my dad and my sis say "i wonder y u will pass.." never practise... wth is like when i no car and how do i practice?! grr.. rubbish man.. then dinner at chong pang again, which same as wat i ate ytd.. then had midnight movie wif my sis and now jus back home.. so super late, super super tired and sleepy.. hp batt flat and couldnt receive or sms from 8pm onwards.. -.-" and now waiting for .......... ok i go slpp le.. nights everyone =)

; i need a hug,
love,care & concern.

Thursday, July 03, 2008

jus came back home.. went to chong pang and had dinner wif hh.. initially wanted to go rub my wrist de.. but consider that it is not very terrible, decided not to go chinese sinseh alr.. jus now pon lecture and i went off at 1pm to go vivo shopping wif frenz! hahahahas.. third yr and we are getting bad.. jus dun feel like going that lecture ba.. yay tml tml tml faster faster come =)) those who know, should know why.. **winks** hahahahas

saturday and sunday working.. sian.. got job already then i sian.. no job oso sian.. i oso dunno la... stupid mindset... how come like tat.. maybe coz pay is low.. but nvm la, better than dun hav.. shall not complain too much alright..

next week im super super busy.. and i really mean extremely busy can.. wed got wisp presentation, thurs got napfa test le, friday got ppp workshop (meaning fri from 8am - 5pm!), saturday going bintan till sunday then im back.. so pack my whole week's schedule.. which is oso a good thing.. coz finally can get to go bintan to see my sis working the bintan lagoon resort.. and im sure that im gonna relax there and hav great time there de.. thinking of sun-tanning, OMG makes me super motivated.. hahas..

dear ar.. if u happen to use comp or internet cafe at hawaii, and reading my post, call me ok... coz i cant reach ur phone.. u all shifting house, call me for more details alright?

; i need a hug,
love,care & concern.

Wednesday, July 02, 2008

grr... becoz of u...

if there is nothing in between us, it will be perfect.. minus off our quarrels + disagreements + temper... now u r away from me, im like facing problems, sadness, happiness alone u know... its not ur fault, i noe... but somehow that "something" in between u and me will never disappear.. i dun even dare to pick up calls, fear to even think a little further for our future.. ='(

i still love u still, and tats for sure.. i tried hard to think of how to solve our problems, but often negative solutions will be out from my mind.. u r my kind of mr right.. haix.. shall see how then...

f* lor.. today presentation.. damn! nice presentation but it is ruined jus for the peer assessment. first time met this kind of people who wished to win, and no one is competing wif her OK! crazy one... i almost blew up my top... if it were last time, when my temper was really bad, WOAH i tell u ah... say gd luck to her man.. Bitch!!

; i need a hug,
love,care & concern.